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Monday, December 21, 2009

Green Euphoria! :D


With Ariff hotstuff before the party started decorating the ballroom. :)




Hey guys! Woots im back after idontknowhowlongihaventblogged! (: So how was the Go Green Party you ask? Omgosh NEED YOU ASK? =) Of course it was super awesome gempak gile!! I would loovveee to thank Dichi Michi & Definitely Maybe for an awesome rocking time! :) You guys memang best lah! Plus they took the time to hangout with us and stuff :) Ahh we love you guys to death! :D


Okay okay so i really miss the times when the crew got all stressed and freaked out over preparing for the party ): No more going over to Tasha's house to work on the deco. No more calling each other or texting worrying over the party. No more bugging hundreds of people to come for the party. ): Though i know you guys are glad the last one's over =P hahaha! but beware there's always next year ;) LOL! Im really sad that the party is over and wish that it couldve lasted longer. Plus denissa was missing ): Anyway i dont wanna talk much about the what ifs and what could have beens :) im just sooo thankful that the party was a huge success and that everyone enjoyed it! :D


The party started off with makan & chatting. The usual :) Then there was a sweet singing performance from Addy & Russell. After that there were loads of personal stuff with a few people that only go green attendees should know ;D So skipskipskip. Ariff gave the signal to the Dj & suddenly the party crew were dragging themselves up on the dance floor! :) Whats that? We did a surprise thriller dance! :D LOL! Okay so it was really messy cuz we didnt even rehearse it beforehand. Duh guys, i said surprise didnt i? ;) haha But it was really cool and after the dance all of us walked back to our tables and acted like nothing ever happened! Awesome :D After makan, there were performances by Ariff's band, a dance performance by me & maddie, 2 dances by Shaun & his gang, Didi rocking it up on his gameboy music, Chiptunes or something like that :D & super awesome gempak band performances by Dichi Michi & Definitely Maybe :) Im not mentioning them in order cuz i kinda forgot the sequence and stuff x) I was giler happy that night lar so forgive me :) hehehe


Didi was awesome that night! :) Amazing! First time ive seen this happen! :D

TECHNO... Yes Techno is the type of music which has this very techy feeling to it. Robotic, computer generated music. See there was a dude who did it live... I thought it was the DJ playing a random techno song. But when i asked him what song it was. He pointed out the guy with the gameboy. NO F'ing WAY!!! The gameboy connected to a laptop and a software in an external hardrive. THIS DUDE WAS AMAZING. He's playing Donkey Kong, winning the level and creating music at the same time. How cool is that??? You wont be able to see this anywhere else man... Its a shame that people missed the fun! It was really awesome.

-Quoted from Jac's blog

Hmm what else? Yeah as if i can forget the next part! =P Omgosh the dancefloor was WILD. There's no other words to describe it! WILD i tell you! :D From total strangers one minute to dance partners the next. No one cared who they're dancing with! It was completely out of control! :D Even the band members lepak & danced with us! :) Thank you guys again for a wonderful time! :) And me? okay so i got a little carried away and danced with everybody & anyone i saw. LOLOL! x) I was friggin happy that night i tell you! :) I mean SPM's over, we're hanging out with hotstuffs & we even made some profit out of the party! :D There's all the reasons to celebrate! :) Gosh i think i had a little too much fun.. =P Im still hyped even now although the party is like nearly a week ago! :) heee.. Im sure everyone feels the same way ;D We're even planning for the next one already! :D ahhahah! Go Green Party 2 anyone? (;


Overall the party was a night to remember! :) I got to know a few people better and learnt not to take things for granted. Thank you tasha & ariff for being such great organizers! :D Thank you also to the awesome party crew and of course all the performers! :) Im soo happy that Ive gotten closer to some friends that normally we would just say hi and bye in school without bothering to catch up and stuff. And now that Ive finally finished school i realised ive been taking a lot of things for granted. Like Ariff said 'I wish i've known you guys sooner so we can have loads more fun like this!' But no worries we'll come back to visit and drop in on you guys once in a while :) Plus we'll definitely hangout more after this! ;) Also, through this party im sure lots of us got to meet new found friends! :) It was definitely an experience i would very much love to repeat.


So what crazes i got from this party?

Jasminians practically fell in love with every band members haha. Like, Sue liked Acong. Winnie liked Adry. Maddie liked Acong, Shakir,etc. Sylvia liked everyone haha.

-quoted from Tasha's blog.


LOL! Sylvia liked EVERYONE? xD Omggg i cant stop laughing! hahahahahahaa! ROFLMAO. Okay okay so i admit, like tasha i think Roy is cute! Just look at his smile! :) haaha! Plus im crazy over Acong's & Bazz's hair :) I mean they're prettier than i am with long hair! D: How is that fair?? Lol! x) Plus their hair is soo healthy looking! I just feel like touching it :D hahahh okay maybe not. Cuz it might freak them out if they're reading this but seriously! :D Lol! Okok moving on.. I like Guy's hair as well! Loool! Its an afro! How can you not like Afros? =D Really! Okay okay fine i'll shudup bout their well groomed hair now :( Geeez...


So who else? Well Yaya of course! Goshhhh she's soo freaking hot! =D All the guys have been talking about her hahahha.. She has an amazing voice and she CAN DANCE LIKE CRAZY i tell you! I swear maan :) Plus did i mention i like her hair too? x) hahahha alright alright.. Lol! Whats up with me and hair these days huh :) Okay i better stop before people think im nuts. Which i actually am so does it make any difference? -_- *clears head* Anyway. Im addicted to Dichi Michi's songs :) Robot was kind enough to give me a free Cd :) Weeee! And its still in my cd player that i listen to every night! Lol :D I love Realiti & Fantasiku! :) And im not the only one crazy about that song! Go check Winnie & Tasha's blogs :P hahaha Ajam really has a nice voice! =) Fine without you is also another great hit! This song is in Malaysia's English Top Ten list! :D Its kinda awesome hearing me and the girl's voices at the intro and ending :) Hahha.. Thank you guys again for that opportunity!


And here are some pictures of the party! :) There are of course a gazillion more on Facebook & Myspace! Seriously. Ive lost track x)



Bestie :)


The awesome girls :)

With Definitely Maybe! :)


Dance performance :)

Ashok! :)

Bestie on the dance floor :)

Random. HAHA


Definitely Maybe :)



Dichi Michi :)

Ariff being passed around the dance floor! :D Awesome!


Surprise thriller. LOL :)


My stunning girls Maddie & Embrys :)


Guy :) haha! There were lots of 'trains' that night! hehe



Okay so the rest of the pictures you can find them on multiple users' Facebooks & Myspaces :) or you can just view them from my myspace at www.myspace.com/sylviasillyballerina or the bands' myspace at www.myspace.com/definitely & www.myspace.com/dichimichi


DO CHECK THEM OUT GUYS! :) Definitely Maybe & Dichi Michi gempak! Im not lying. Check out their music and join the fanwagon :D Weeeee


So this is it for the Go Green Party. Im not gonna blog more cuz it'll probably take me like another 10 posts before im done telling you guys how awesome the night went x) Just make sure to come for next year's *we are already in the midst of planning ;)* and do check out those two bands aight? :)



Till next post! Ohmyohmy i still have lots to blog about but one step at a time aight :)
xoxoxooo!


Ps: Green is my new favourite colour :)

Friday, December 11, 2009

Im seeing GREEN (:




Omg SPM is over!!! :D And you'd think i would have lotssss to blog about. But truth is i dont.. Whats the feeling of having finish a gazillion years of studying?? In the beginning, okay lah you get all crazy and stuff.. But when that cooled down you find yourself asking whats next? What should i do? Before Spm you have a million and one things you want to do.. And now when its the time to do it, you dont know which to do first! D: Ahh screw everything (: Im gonna focus on the Go Green Party first (: Make sure y'all come aight! :D



Those who want to pay please make arrangements to meet me! :) Leave comments or sms me aight ;)

xoxo

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

My not so boring weekend -Thank God.

Its been a week since my last post! Time really flies.


I had Addmaths last Wednesday. Paper 2 was legal murder i tell you! D: Most of us probably died half way through the exam. Our past year papers were easy compared to this! But oh well cant do anything about it now.. =/ One good thing about it was i managed to finish/do every single question.. Though i know most of it will be wrong but heck im still gonna go and say im hoping for an A-.. You hear me Pemeriksa Kertas Addmaths?! D: You hear me?! A- minimum. No bargain! ):


So now ive got that out of my system..... :D Thursday i was soo friggin bored i tell you! I played the piano for like 2 hours + just for something to do! =/ Went and downloaded the score for Romeo & Juliet - A time for us. I love that song! (: So moving! Anyway i practiced it on the piano together with Taylor Swift's Teardrops on my guitar that i photostated from Sarah ages ago (: No where close though.. ): Man i must suck.. *shrugs*



So due to absolute boredom, Embrys and I decided to go for a movie and of course shopping on Friday! (: Whats that? Spm you say? Aww come on once in a while wont hurt right? (: Soooo... yeah we went to Mid Valley *where else? We cant drive ):* And ended up watching Planet 51 ): All New Moon tickets were completely sold and the earliest timing was 4.30pm or something and its way too late for us since we had to get back early.. So how was it? Ahh its average =/ Something you'd watch on the Disney Channel. And all around us were little kiddies with their parents.. Kinda embarrassing but what can we do? ):




"Thats a weird place to have an antenna!" *points at his crotch* :D LOL


Anyway ended up buying a dress from Nichii *again!* and yup its another black one too (: I love shopping its so therapeutic! =P Embrys bought a black dress as well from Colours (:

Black strapless mini from Nichii.. The bump at the side of my hips is from the metal magnet thingy on the dress and not from a horrible mutant growth or something -.- Lol.


Lo and behold! Masquerade masks! :D We're gonna wear them to the party! ;)



Embrys & I.

Saturday, went for my cousin Jess' wedding dinner at the Crowne Plaza Mutiara Hotel Kuala Lumpur. Theme: Shades of Green. It was one of the best weddings Ive been to! (: Really sweet and awww.. Lol! :D There were awesome games and everything! Congratz to the married couple & also to Joanna Goh-Farthing who must have worked her butt off to ensure everything went greatly and smoothly! *3 thumbs up* And later that night i got an sms from a certain sayang that heighten up my mood! (; I love you dear! =P So here's some pictures!



They're magnets! Cool huh :D On the outside of the case it says "Love is the key to my heart.... *something something something i dont remember*...." But cute! :D


Jess' funny friend, Yan *idontknowhowtospellit* from Bermuda being the emcee for the night. He was wearing his awesome Bermuda tradisional attire - Shirt, Coat, Tie & everything with knee high green shorts ;D I like!




Uncles Keith Shu & Terry Teoh




Bride & Groom - Jessica & Kelvin

Joanna explaining that if we want the bride & groom to kiss someone will have to do the hula with the hula hoop for a full 15 seconds!


Jessica being helped by Joanna & little Rebecca





Okay so the last 3 pictures were from that morning at the church ceremony that i didnt attend. But i thought them very pretty so (: Credits to Joanna Goh-Farthing & Jaymee Wong + Keith Shu for the photos!

"Love is but the discovery of ourselves in others, and the delight in the recognition." - Alexander Smith

xoxo!

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Let me out now RAWR :D



Hello frequent blog hoppers! :D



What did i do over the weekend? Lets see.. Friday went for a movie at Alamanda Putrajaya with the family. Yes i know :D In the middle of SPM?? Still have time for movies?! Of course! There's a time for everything yo :D So yeah ended up watching A Christmas Carol. Kinda spooky actually at some parts, LOL! Overall its so and so only.. Didnt get to watch in 3D so all the chase sequences were looong and no fun at all.. Boohoo! ):



Check out my ballet inspired shirt that i bought at Curve :D




While waiting for the movie to start, mom dragged me to every shoe and handbag store. -.- I think i might have developed some phobia. Lol! :D Ended up getting NOTHING which is a good thing actually cuz we already spent too much on shopping recently anyway (: Ooh which reminds me!

Bought this dress at Curve also from Nichii (: Whats the occasion? No idea. Heck who cares :D And i bought this the Sunday before SPM. (: They're putting up Christmas trees everywhere already! D: Wait for me lah people. Lol!



Oh and i realised i havent officially introduce you guys to my two trouble makers at home (: Such darlings! Though im the only one who thinks so :) Together, they've gone through atleast 6 pairs of shoes already!



Storm on the left; Nemo on the right. (:

NO THIS PICTURE AINT EDITED, ITS JUST THE FLOORING :D

Oh another random musing. I didnt realise really, truely how far apart my eyes are! o_o

They barely fit in the frame! =/

Anyway sooo 6 subjects down, 4 more to go! (: And 14 days to freedom! So close, so close.. (: Plus New Moon is coming out this Thursday! :DD Omgosh i dont care im sooo gonna go watch! Daddy said i can :D Muahahahaha

Me: Ahhh New Moon coming out! And I cant go watch ):

Dad: Why?

Me: Er SPM remember??

Dad: So? Exams are exams. Movies are movies. Two different things. So why cant you go watch?

Me: OMFG ARE YOU SERIOUSSS? =DDDDD

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Dad: What subject today?

Me: Maths. Urghh..

Dad: Go get an A back ok!

Me: Erm alright...... *silence* .... But dont blame me if i dont! D:

Dad: *shrugs* OKAY.

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Bro: We're going Kuantan this holiday right?

Me: WHAAT?!

Dad: Yeah.

Me: WHEN?!

Dad: After your SPM lah.

Me: Nonononoo you cannot touch me until the 19th of December! D:

Dad: *thinks*...... After SPM you should go learn to drive car!

Me: O_O *stares blankly* Uh huh.

Dad: *looks thoughtfully onto the ceiling*


=DDDDD

I dont know whats gotten into him lately! Usually when talking bout studies he'll be VERY strict! Especially on my English since its my mothertongue. He expects me to get 90+ every time.. -_- Cuz you know i cant speak chinese and my BM sucks real bad so he didnt want me to be some useless bugger or something. I used to dread showing him my results, not wanting to hear from him that its not good enough. (He says that everytime mind you! It gets very depressing) But lately he doesnt seem to care.. o.o When i online like up to 7 hours a day he doesnt say anything. He just walks in to see what im doing then makes some joke and go out again! What have i done to deserve this?? =DDD It seriously feels like a HUGE weight has been lifted off my back! I feel like i DONT HAVE TO live up to his expectations anymore! It really seems like he finally accepted me for who i am. And dont get my started on the driving thing D: Everytime i mention it he gets VERY impatient..

But now... I feel so free! Maybe thats why im so laid back and carefree about SPM. =X So much positive energy! Dont know whether its a good thing or not. I might end up being deluded. HAHA! Atleast it gets rid of the panics and butterflies! (: Oh and its Addmaths tomorrow! Kinda excited but worried! First time worrying since SPM started.. LOL.. I wonder how many people will walk out of the exam hall before the first half hour? =/ Even today during the Moral exam, more than 10 people went out and its not even half an hour yet! D: It took me 2 hours and 20 minutes to finish the damn paper x) Tomorrow will be VERY interesting! (:


I am currently hooked on the dancing bug. Like i havent since i was born *rolls eyes*. Anyway what im saying is i recently gotten very interested in lyrical and contemporary styles of dance! (: Even tried to do MJ's signature moonwalk on pointe shoes! Yeah like that turned out perfectly.. -.- Ended up doing the chicken little :D I feel so stupid HAHAHAHA. Dont get me wrong, chicken little rocks! ;)




Sylvia, study. Remember?


Yah yah. Wish me luck for tomorrow! ;D
I miss dancing ): -Wont be going for class on Saturday! Attending a cousin's wedding.-
xoxoxo!


Ps: Definitely Maybe will also be performing on the Go Green Party alongside Dichi Michi! (: As Tasha pointed out, notice how their band initials are the same! LOL :D Awesomeness! You can check them out on their myspace! www.myspace.com/definitely



Saturday, November 21, 2009

I should never make promises i cant keep =P

I am not suppose to blog.



But here i am anyway. Rejoice people! :D




Sooo.. The first week of exams is over and done with. :DDDD I will never have to touch a BM or SEJARAH book in my whole life again!!!! :DDDD Omg its a new beginning :D I feel as if im merdeka already! Woohooo!



So how did I do? Hmm =/ Bm was alright. The essays weren't complicated and the tatabahasa part was actually doable! :D Awesome eh? Even the komsas part wasnt as bad as usual! (: So all in all i guess im aiming for a B. *Hopefully a lovely pemeriksa will give me an A- or something* Dream on lah Sylvia.



Sejarah hmmm.. I think.. Its just a thought! But i think that i may be able to pass o_o I KNOW I KNOW. WAIT. Its hard to process, but i seriously think i can! Although confirm 90% of it is all wrong. But i still think i can! :D Lol! Dont ask me where all this positive attitude came from! x) I seriously have no idea. Oh and i wanna thank Cck for tutoring me in Sejarah even though he knew i was hopeless! :D THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU! (:



So English. It was really fun! :D The essay especially! I chose question 4: End your story with "We said our goodbyes and went our separate ways". I did a story about me being stalked and then kidnapped by this lunatic when i was 15, who brought me to a totally different country. Then i tried to escape multiple times but since i had no idea where i was going or where am i, my attempts always fail and he brought me back everytime. So after a while, i thought to myself what was the point of resisting? Maybe i was doomed and will be forever his? So shouldnt i try atleast to enjoy the time i have even though its away from my loved ones and with this stranger? And thats exactly what i did. Then here's the twisted part; I ended up falling madly, deeply and irrevocably in love with him. Its like our souls are tied together. My twisted love story.


*Okay i got that inspiration from the Twilight series and Christine Feehan's Dark series, the book Dark Magic which incidently is full of nothing but sex. Thank you Embrys for that delightful book! HAHAHA* So moving on ;D


I lived with him for 3 years. My passionate hatred and anger turned into passionate love until one day i felt guilty of abandoning my family like that. So with Jake's encouragement i called them up and they demanded me home or else they would have to involve the police and there will be a massive manhunt like the last time. *shivers* And yeah so i wrote about my mixed emotions, anger, sadness, happiness, desperation, conflicting thoughts and emotions, my hunger and need for Jake blablablabla all that stuff. How it tore inside to leave him but at the same time feeling guilty of doing that to my family and a faint longing to meet them. How it agonised Jake a hundred times fold than what i was ever feeling. How i knew if i decided to go home that it will be the last time ever i'll be seeing Jake. Cuz if i dont, my parents will involve the police anyway and Jake will be locked up for life because who would ever understand? So its like the exchange of my 'freedom' for his.


In the end it was Jake who 'brought me home'. Jake who prised my hands away from him as i clung on desperately while my family waited for me a little way off thinking i've gone mad. Jake who whispered words of comfort and promised to be there in my shadow always even though i could see it in his eyes that he was literally dying. My kidnapper turned lover. We both knew it was the right thing to do but I especially fought hard against it. So yes indeed "we said our goodbyes and went our separate ways". And tada =D If i could i wanted to write more. About how one day in the future, I saw someone who looked sooo familiar watching me as i made my way from the bookstore. Someone who even w/o contact made my heart beat faster and made me feel warm and complete. Someone who infront of my very eyes disappeared into the shadows leaving me with nothing but a familiar scent to remind me of what used to be.


But of course i cant because i had to end it with we said our goodbyes blablabla.. ): Damn! I was like soo syiok sendiri man! So happy to challenge the ordinary! Lol i think i read too much love stories x) And why did i bold-ed and coloured a few phrases? Sorry sorry i was being 'in the moment' :D HAHAHA


Anyway so another exam i had was EST - English for Science & Technology. Was quite okay (: I think i got all the objective questions right. 8D Lol! No, im not being boastful (: *angelic smile* HAHAHA


So just like that, 4 subjects gone *poof!* =) Another 6 more to go and 14 papers to sit for! And guess what people? 17 days to freedom! Weeeee (: Time flies yo! It only seemed like yesterday that i wrote '17 days to SPM on my left arm' (': Now i can write '17 days to freedom :D' Ahhhh (: Ooh which reminds me! This is what i wrote to keep me going.



Harsh, i know! :( But sometimes you gotta do whatever it takes ;) *brave smile* I can do this!! D: *agonised expression* Lol! Im so comical sometimes. What a drama queen!

Hey a small announcement to make on the Go Green Party! (: Those interested to perform and showcase your talents please feel free to give your names to Tasha! Or me lah if you x kenal her.. Lol (: Tasha said any talents are welcomed except for pole dancing and stripping! =X Now there goes my plan ;( HAHAHAH! Joke, joke! :D

Spm, dont bullshit me.

xoxo!

Saturday, November 14, 2009

Miss me when im gone!

Hey hey!



So everyone knows that SPM is only 4 days away. And freedom is in 24 days! So close i can definitely taste it ;D This will be my last post till SPM is over and done with. *Though i cant guarantee that cuz everyone knows im an internet addict* ;D But i will of course TRY! (: So if you guys wanna contact me just sms me or something aight? (: No pressure! But....



Please DO sms or i will die kesunyian among my textbooks.



Or just spam my facebook or chatbox if you're missing me too much =D *perasaning*




Anyway,


GOOD LUCK TO ALL SPM CANDIDATES! :D




And be sure to attend the Go Green Party 09 as well! (;



So the latest update on THE SCANDAL OF THE YEAR? ;D




Yes, she's smiling ;)

So here's the evidence. You draw up your own conclusion ;D Love you guys! muahahhahaahaha

Old picture of me and my girls. Love you all sooo much! ;D We're so close we can totally share underwear if we want. IF WE WANT. lol! No need to be grossed out. =P

Ahhh. Wish me luck y'all! =X

xoxoxo

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Check out the flyer! (: 7 days to SPM. Wth am i doing?


The Go Green Party flyer designed by Natasha Tan! (: This is the original flyer. The copies that we're giving out unfortunately has no colour but it still looks pretty awesome to me! ;D Oh and if you notice, it says down there "please recycle this paper" and you are encouraged to do so but of course after the party! (:

So guys.. Better book your tickets and arrange for the payment ASAP! =) You can send me an SMS to 0162475010. SMS guys. I wont be picking up any unknown numbers unless you send me an sms telling me who you are first cuz i dont want to waste time talking to jerks who prankcall. LOL (:

Or you could of course contact Ariff (017-3843055) or Tasha (014-3258336) =)

So moving on.

There's only 7 days left till SPM! D: And im still chillin'. History on the first day as well! I think im soo gonna die ): I need to get my priorities right! But its just soo hard ): Im addicted to facebook. I like to spam ): Spamming is fun ):

*slaps own face*

I NEED TO WAKE UP.

My countdown calendar on my left arm isnt working. -.-

So i guess i should go study. =/ Yeah right. See you guys!

xoxoxo

Monday, November 9, 2009

Go green party update on ticket pricing! Sorry for the confusion caused!

Omg i am so sorry! There's a NEW party update about the pricing! It is now RM 60 flat & Rm 70 for door payment! No more special early bird discounts lol! (: Please book & pay your tickets pronto! I am sooooo sorry for the inconvenience + confusion + multiple changes caused! =( Feel free to verbally abuse me at my chatbox if you feel the need to. x( There wont be any changes after this..... hopefully.. =X


Oh oh and usually at prom there will be a crowned prom queen & prom king right? So since this is a party there wont be a 'prom king or queen'. Instead there will be 2 titles up for grabs which are "That Green Gentleman" and "Mama Nature". :D Concept is about the same though =) And please try to incorporate something green into your outfit k! Want some ideas? How about GLOW IN THE DARK GREEN NEON PAINT or those GLOWSTICKS ppl use for concerts & stuff.. Show the support yo! ;D In any way you can (:


Again, sorry for the confusion caused! :(

xoxo

Friday, November 6, 2009

ATTENTION! Go Green Party update! (:

Hello earthlings! (:


I am happy to finally confirm that the Go Green Party '09 is to be held on the 17th of December 2009! (: There's a slight change in the pricing though.


The first 40 people to pay - Rm 55
The 41st person onwards to pay - Rm 65
Payment at door - Rm 70


So be sure to book your tickets and make your payment now to Natasha Tan or Ariff Hilmy! (: Or to me lah also boleh ;D The other details of the Party remains unchanged (:



THE GO GREEN PARTY!

Theme: Go Green!
Venue: Prescott Metro Inn Ballroom, Kajang
Date: 17th December 2009 [CONFIRMED!] =)
Time: 7.30pm – 12.00am
Fee: *refer above*
Dresscode: Not too casual/formal. SEMI-FORMAL
Featuring: Kajang’s very own fast rising band, DICHI MICHI, loads of music and more performances!


NO ALCOHOL
NO DRUGS
TOTALLY HALAL :DD


Future changes will be notified. Stay tuned for the updates.For more information or questions, contact Ariff (017-3843055) or Tasha (014-3258336)

P/s: Do pass the news around and invite everyone! (:


Be sure to make it! (:


xoxo

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Something new, something different. First stage-call. (:


There's a sinister smile playing on my face.
Thinking about all the things we said.
With no where to go i turn to you
Looking for the light
Eyes so bright
And suddenly the curtain falls.
And i realised you may not be the one after all.
Is it the end of play?


I walk around in a daze
waiting for the light of day.
And then
A burst of silver
So surreal.
Made me turn around
Its all real.


From behind the curtains you appear
Memories rush forward
Startling and vivid
The tears come as naturally as ever
Beauty caught in the moment.


Embraced in your arms
i was still.
Confused by emotions
awakening.
Yet there's a hurt
Which i cant explain.
For there be no reason.


Will it hurt to let this go?
Was it wrong for me to hope?
And then the smile returns.
I need not fear.
I live in the moment.
Face the music
Let it play out.


And the light remains.
Symbolic,
Not hopeful.
Flickering but never dies out.


Still warm.
I can live with this.